Another Hard Day

It's only 2:30pm. I'm having a hard time today. I just want to eat. I am so tired today and I think it has everything to do with my diffuculty. Poor sweet Livy, she was up most of the night. Coughing. Her whole head was congested. Her poor little face was so swollen. From her little brows down to her little lips, she was so swollen she was unrecognizable. Poor wee thing. I took her to the Dr. this am. It is a sinus infection. Hopefully, it will clear up within 24 hours. I think I only slept about 3 hours total last night. I just am not with it today.
I remeber when I had Chloe, she didn't sleep for her whole first year more than 2.5 hours at a time. My mom always said. Eat more to make up for your lost enery. Boy did I eat. I ate all day , then I ate all night as well. At 2am, at 5 am. whenever, whatever. I don't how I only gained 15lbs whilst pregnant with Livy. I don't eat anymore when I am up at night (usually) but the urge is still there.
On a brighter note. I lost 2.2 kilos this week. Today is the start for next week. I am wearing a pair of jeans that I couldn't wear a week ago. Still tight around the tummy, still have the overflowing jelly top roll , you know the roll over the top of your jeans. I just need to keep thinking about how well I did last week. No more negative thoughts. I can do this. One small babystep at a time. I deserve it. So glad I typed about today, I feel more postitive already! ;-)