Another day

Another day.. feeling so sunny side down right now. I am OVER TIRED. The girls were up last night from 2am and didn,t go back to sleep until 545am. Being fat really makes you so lethargic. Even though I am close to a 20lbs loss, I still feel as fat as I was before. It doesn't feel like I have lost a pound. Oh well..

Found out yesterday the house we are renting is up for sale. We will have to move. Feeling sad, worried, nervous. I think that is what is clouding me most.

I am starting to try to pack for our trip. It's hard to decide which outfits are best for the girls. Daniel is EASY, craig is easy, he has most of his clothing still in NZ hehe. Actually I have a whole suitcase of clothes there myself, unfortunately I am 25lbs heavier so... Then there is packing for me.. I have NO clothes. Being a stay at home mum, I have one pair of jeans and heaps of track pants and white tshirts. SO yeah, thats not going to be fun!

Eating has been good, excersize has been ok, 40 minutes everyday on the treadmill.

I am soo hungry today(or maybe it is just comfort/exhaustion hunger??? maybe. I am going to go have a bowl of rice and beans, comforting and filling..

Tata