29 hours and counting

29 hours til we leave...


I wrote a very long very emotional post this morning. I am not posting it but it helped alot.

I am not looking forward to dealing with all the crap with Craigs family but have resigned myself to make my hubby proud and be who I am.

My hubby got an email from a friend that was his and is now in his absense his sisters friend. He called me flighty and quick to anger. My husband laughed. Then we both cried. It is just so sad that no one that he has know for his entire life keeps in touch with us or calls or anything. It's funny that his friend can make a judgement about me when he actually has never tried to even get to know me.

I know his family is angry that I "took" him away. and they take it out on me and my kids. It is just not nessecary. and it's really working against them. My husband said tonight that he doesn't ever want to go home after this as it is just a joke. How sad I am for him and my kids.

Whatever.

I know who I am, my family knows who I am, my husband and children know who I am. If they actually try and open thier hearts maybe they can know who I am too.