Almost June, already?

Things have been hectic here. My nana is still hanging on, don't know for how much longer tho. Hospice is helping my mum three times a week. I wish I could be closer to help. ;-(

Weight wise, things aren't so good. I have gained 3kg in two weeks. ;-( We brought back literally 12 blocks of cadbury and I think over the last two week, I have eaten two and a half.

I need to lose weight as this is the first official weekend of summer!!

My attitude has been piss poor lately. I want to lose weight but not actually have to change anything or excersize to do it. I am totally rationalizing with myself. I say " I have lost 30 pounds, I look better than I did" It is really hurting my efforts. SO I decided tonite that I am having a restart. You can restart a video game if you want so how bout a diet. Today (well tommorow seeing as it is 11:47pm) is a new day. Onward and Upward.

I am having a hard time writing lately as my two little monkeys have been immpossible to use the computer around. I need some ideas to keep them busy. They don't watch tv. Not sure what to do but I need some time to keep up my blog. It helps me so much!!

Have a good day!