Well, Well I guess I will win!

So my sisters do NOT rock. ;-(
While they seemed excited about our challenge, neither one has called me to weigh in. hmm.
It will be interesting to see how this goes. This, for the record is not the first time we were supposed to this. We have set it up 10 times before. If I am the only one committing, how can I NOT win!! I am also the oldest and the best soo... hahahahahahaha.

Anyhoo, I had an op day today, hooray! It's been a hard start up. Been reviewing plan, points, recipes. Been reading ww boards, spark people. But action has been lite. As in full fat mode. (meaning= tiny bits of action)But all the little stuff adds up to the mindset for me. I am reading and swinging for my comback weigh in...

My mindset has been a BIG issue for me the past 6 months. I have been at my lowest point of my life. My Post Partumn Depression reemerged after my nana got sick and passed away. I missed her so much. DH is never home(5:00am til 8,9, 10pm, 6 days a week) and with no family or support and three little ones, I was drowning. I have been on meds for 8 weeks.I am starting to feel better. I need to find some support and DH and I need to figure out how we can reconnect. Since DD1 was born, we have been out 1 time. That was 3 years ago. but, Those things seem workable today, for this minute. Which is how I am dealing with my depression and my diet. It doesn't seem so hard that way. I am so happy to be feeling like I have more good days than bad days.

My final thought for right now is regarding food. I need to remember that food regardless of what it is or how it tastes is just energy. After eating a nice lunch.. ww frozen meal, 6pts and a sugar free choc pudd with cool whip, 2pts. I feel so full and happy and not overly stuffed. I am not tired or yuck this afternoon. I know it was because of what I ate. That makes me really happy!

34 pounds down, 108 left to go...

onward and upward.

;-)